Many things have been happening to people around me in the lately, so much sadness and injustice and tragedy, and though the farm and I are fine – many of the best people in my life are struggling and sad. This left me with no words for the last few days.
So I am finding my way back into the kitchens garden blog with pictures. 
And I am saving my words for the meantime.
BooBoo has been wearing his worrying face too.
One thing I want you to do for me – memorise a phone number. Do not rely on your cell phone. What if your cell phone were taken from you and you only had one phone call but no number in your head. Then you will be lost until I come to find you. I will find you but it will take longer if you have no number in your head to call. So memorise one number.
Life is full of change – don’t you think? We get so complacent.
I feel so helpless often – so far away from my birth place people.
I hope you have a lovely day – I really do wish this for you.
celi
The Kitchen's Garden 
83 responses to “Finding my way back”
Hugs, Ms C. — am glad you’re well, I was beginning to wonder, so thank you for the pictures today and more words another time. Sounds like an awful time right now but “this too shall pass away” — eventually, as all things do. Thoughts and prayers are winging their way to you and I hope this day is a better one. ~ Mame 🙂
I have added you and yours to my morning litany to the higher powers, peace.
Thank you for taking the time to post the photos. I hope you feel our supporting presence in this lounge.
The little chicks following along – staying close to each other for comfort. That seems to reflect what is happening here. Thank you for building this wonderful lounge of support. I know we are all hoping you can lean on it for some strength. Sending you hugs from Canada.
I think all of us have been worried thinking something had gone very awry on the farmy and with you. Truly sorry about this hard stage in your life: truly hope matters gone wrong will slowly sort themselves out. Truly thinking of you . . .
I was so worried about you, Celi! I wrote to another Fellowship member asking if I had missed something…that you had said that you were taking a day or two off. So worried! I’m glad you are back and have explained somewhat what is hurting your soul. So much love to you, darling Celi! Your Gayle
I am sending good wishes for you and yours. Sometimes the biggest hit life can give is when it hits someone we love. I hope things get better soon.
Life is full of change Celi. I’m sorry to hear that there are problems for people close to you. Sending you love …
Sending you love.
Sometimes words are just useless.
When you can’t hold the one who is hurting, the next best thing is, for me, prayer. I will hold you and your family and friends in my prayers, and if you don’t mind I’ll add your “group” to the list my Prayer Circle friends pray for every day. There have been some difficult times in my circle this year – by the sounds of it, a lot of the Friends of the Farmy are having the same stinking problem.
“All shall be well and all shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well.” Julian of Norwich
Chris S in Canada
Sending you a big warm hug Celi
I worry about that phone number not being remembered. Hope kids are still being taught that and their address at an early age.
The more we go forward, the 2 steps back seem more difficult to understand.
Hugs for those close everyday and connecting with thoughts for those far away.
So sorry. Thank you for the photos, reminder that life still goes on through the hurts, and all that is thrown our way. May you find peace.