That our poor old Tane died earlier this week. I am so sad for us and so glad/sad for his release. 
He was a good old fellow- I know that in the larger scheme of things and especially at the time of global stress and anxiety and illness, and death, losing a pet pig is small. But there you are.
Tane died in his sleep – deep in his straw bed with Tima his warm fat wife cuddled in beside him.
Tima is still lost without him – she lies outside their home looking inside during the day. The last few nights she has taken to sleeping in the same room as WaiWai, though he is not the cuddling sort. I go in and cover them both up at night. They both say thank you.
I am what my Mum used to call crying tired.
Not enough help at the mill and everyone so grateful for flour. And losing my kunekune boar who had a bad hip and the sweetest disposition.
Talk soon
Celi
The Kitchen's Garden 
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Sending you love Celi.
Stay safe and well.
Kia kaha xx
I am SO sorry Celi,that is such sad news, you must feel bereft. He was such a delightful wonky old thing with such a funny face. Poor Tima too, she’ll have some adjusting to do. I can imagine how Wai Wai will react if she tries to attach herself to him. Please look after yourself, you really need some “me” time, some hopes!
He had the best life he could have with your love and care. I’ll miss him too. Poor Tima.
I am so sorry to hear to hear this sad, sad news. A mixed bag of feelings is certainly normal. I knew it must be something big that kept you away. That’s a lot to deal with right now. Thank you for letting us know. My heart hurts for you. And of course Tima. They grieve too. Take care of yourself, please.
Yes. My sentiments exactly, too..
Much love and many hugs C. Please do take care?
Ditto what Deb said above, sending love and hugs. And do go easy on yourself. xoxo
C – I am so sorry. What a sweet boy. Thank you for sharing him with us. May he rest in kunekune heaven. xoxox maggie
So very sorry Cecilia!!
HE LOVED YOU SO. SWEET DREAMS TANE!! LOVE TO YOU CECELIA AND TIMA.
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I am so so sorry, Celi. Tane was one of my favorites on the Farmy. I know how hard this is. Love and hugs to you. Take care, and give Tima and Wai some extra hugs too.
Sorry to hear but you have him a good life. Your pigs have become like family to me and I thank you for it.
He loved you so very much that he slept away. His sweet tusky smile will be missed. I certainly will miss him. Poor Tima, it’s benothing that could be explained to her. I hope she and WaiWai will be friendlier. I know you will miss him too. He was much more than a pet pig, he was family. Hugs and condolences to you.
Dear Celi, I’m so sorry. Sending love and hugs. And poor Tima. Letting creatures of any type and disposition into our hearts means we break a wee bit when they go. But we’d have much less in life without them in the first place. Bless Tane the funny fella. I’m glad he went in his sleep but that must have been a great shock for you. It sounds as if, unsurprisingly, you’re completely wrung out. Take care and stay safe.
Oh Celi. I’m so sorry for you and for Tima. As you say, Tane is released from his constant discomfort. But life is hard enough and having a new hole torn in your life’s fabric right now is so hard. I hope Tima and Wai find a good bond.