Nature is cruel and most of all it is cruel to animals or birds that are not perfect. After watching the pea-chicks roll around their little box, both with one leg out at a right angle, wings spread, miserable, unable even to stand to eat, I decided that there was no way these birds were going to make it in the big playground I call my barn yard. They could not scratch at the ground nor launch themselves onto a roost. They would be cleaned up by predators if not the others of their species. If I had caught this problem within 48 hours of their hatching it is possible I could have fixed it but I didn’t so it was kindest to the birds to put them down. It was sad but the right choice. 
Sometimes it is best to step in before nature has its way. Nature is not always kind. I called a man who breeds peacocks and he said it was best not to let them drag on, it never ends well, he said. Now we are left with one little healthy pea-chick who almost immediately decided that my knee or my neck were good places to be. She (or he) is now living out beside the turkeys for company when she is not snuggling into our pockets. This will be interesting.
I know I did the right thing but it still feels rotten.
More storms blew in yesterday, more rain. I took this shot of Sheila in her paddock to show you the water everywhere then looked up and saw this coming straight at us.
Then in the afternoon the sun came out and with it the most shocking humidity. I almost never sweat (preferring to Glow like all well brought up ladies) but yesterday as I was milking the cow I could taste the salt of my sweat as it ran down my face.
I am going to have to get higher gumboots. When I go out through this gate to bring Lady Aster in for the milking I am sinking dangerously close to the tops of my boots. I need fishing waders!
The forecast looks like the storms might be tailing off. After today that is.
Yesterday the clouds were so low Amanda and I stood out in the field watching them in awe. They kept dropping towards us. I imagined I could drag out the ladder and standing on it reach up into the cloud, watching my hand disappear. It was getting dark and was very still. Then a small cloud broke away from the others and dipped even lower. Right above our heads. It rolled gently like a wave coming into shore. It was a significant intentional movement and just for that second it began to lift leaves and small sticks off the ground, playfully twirling them right in front of our faces into a perfect miniature whisper of a whirlwind. Glancing small puffs of wind off our skin. It was just for a moment. But a powerful moment. Before the little cloud stopped its playing and rolled on.
Soon after these playful clouds were replaced with the dense black menacing ones and we raced the animals in and trotted quickly back to the house as the wind rose and the rains started again.
After the sun came out I took Tima and Tane into the field with Sheila to begin my plan to combine these two groups for the winter (Sheila is a group of her own). I don’t think Tane was able to breed Tima this time either so these three pigs being pets, it makes sense that they might keep each other warm over the winter. Poppy might be busy elsewhere. Sheila gave a small start upon seeing Tima steam past then turned her attention back to her puddle. I think they might get on. Sheila is such a good girl. Poppy too. I am so impressed with Poppy’s maturity and gentleness, often sleeping across the door of the babies snug so they can pop out for a feed then go straight back to bed in the night.
I hope you have a lovely day. I am so sorry about the peachicks but I am fairly sure the fault was the incubator being too low. I will not make that mistake again.
Love your friend on the farm
celi






49 responses to “Natures Way?”
You’re going through some tough times right now, sending much love x
On the bright side, Sheila looks like the happiest pig in the world. That really is an amazing brooding sky 😉
Sometimes the right choice is the hard choice. Chin up Miss C. Things will get better and drier!
I am so sorry about the peachicks and know how you must be feeling. My worst experience was having to put down Baby Turkey about a year ago; she was injured. You are a wonderful heroic woman – my hero!
That was a tough call about the peachicks, but way better than letting them linger, like we do with human suffering. Each disaster has a lesson and the fact you have one healthy peachick shows you did something right. Nexct time it will be better.
when the going gets tough, the tough get going! Its part of an old song and for the life of me cannot recall who sang it…but this applies to you and the Farmy. You are one tough chickie (not on the inside though) you have to make decisions that many of out would shy away from and you always make the right decisions, believe it or not! . Its a good thing that I am not you..I don’t think I could do it. I prayed last night for God to stop the rain in Colorado because you had had enough…He saidOk….I did alsoask that He send it to California, so we shall have to wait and see….
Chin up Miss C…it will all turn out ok
In the meantime have a bucket of love and cuddles
Sheila is loving this wall-to-wall wallow that (she thinks) you laid on for her this summer 🙂 Ha, ha also wonder if she thinks all this rain caused Poppy to shrink? Where are those hot, 80 k/ph winds of 2012 hiding I wonder? Laura
What a horrible thing to have to do. I don’t think I would be a good farmer.
A sad day, truly, but think of the small miraculous moments, like that little cloud and its twirling breath, and Tima surprising Sheila, and your friendship with Amanda. The day continues on despite our decisions, indecisions, mistakes, and weather — we’re just pulled along with it. xx
A tough day without a doubt but you looked for the silver lining in that ominous cloud and know that it was the only thing to do. Please send a bit of your rain my way—we are getting dry again. All the storms are going around us Our move is next week and I want the grass to look nice for the new owners. 🙂 But no rain on Wednesday when they load the truck, please. You can keep it that day. 🙂 Hugs.
May I ask what method you used to cull the chicks? I sometimes find myself in a similar situation.
So sorry about the peachicks. Your heart must be heavy. ❤
Fingers crossed, better days ahead Miss C 🙂
I can feel the clouds and humidity by reading your words. Sorry about the necessary task of ending the pea chicks suffering.
I’m so sorry my friend. I can feel your pain as you typed that above. Hogs and snout kisses. XOXO – Bacon