Sometimes I take great photographs. It is important to know what we do well and acknowledge it and I am good at composition. But sometimes all the images I take are rubbish.
So, yesterday as I puttered about in the melting snow and ice, filling all the water troughs with the hoses and feeding my animals and birds, enjoying the rising temperatures, I took rubbish photos. It was warmer but darker yesterday. The kunekune took themselves for long, long walks. Tima was almost all the way down to the letter box. I had to fill my pockets with apples and go and retrieve her – she was getting too close to the road. Not that there is traffic but you know what I mean.
Tane got so much mud on his face that when he came home and lay down in the barn for a rest after his big walk the straw stuck to his face. He is growing tusks, they seem to be growing at right angles out the side of this mouth. Though they are feathery looking they are sharp and he does not like me to examine them. D you think his jaw aches like a teething baby? I must check Manu and see if he has baby tusks.
Did you ever see that movie Delicatessen?. I can barely remember it. What I remember the most is the darkness. The lack of light. Yesterday was like that. Except for the eating of the people bit. At least I think that was what that movie was about I need to watch it again. Maybe I am mixing it up with Eat the Rich – though that was nothing like Delicatessen. Different countries.
I think I drunk too much in the 90’s – all those movies have fallen into the blender with the potato peelings vodka.
Speaking of dark foreign movies, last night I watched “Ida”. It is a Polish movie. Made in 2004 I think. Black and White. Beautiful. Startling in its simplicity.
I love winter for a number of reasons – one reason is the time I have to myself. Once the chores are done and all the dishes are washed and stacked I can retreat into the world of books and movies. The animals retreat into sleep when it is cold. I retreat into words and images.
I hope you have a lovely day. Tomorrow might be sunny and I will get better images for you.
Much love
celi
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52 responses to “Wild Focus”
Sorry but I have to strongly disagree with you (don’t do that often). It is impossible for you to take ‘rubbish’ photos!! They are ALL great shots of whatever you point your camera at!
I agree. They’re always interesting, and you manage to provide fascinating commentaries with them.
Enjoy a good read.
love,
ViV xxx
Yes, mostly your photos are really beautiful and sometimes quite extraordinary, but NEVER rubbish. They all tell a story, your story, and I always — always — spend time over them noticing little things.
Weather man is saying 50* for us by Saturday ! Hopefully we see the sun too. Love all of your pictures.
That sounds perfect! I’ll take it! c
Delicatessen is definitely about eating people, but so is Eat the Rich. If you can get hold of it there’s an amazing weird Serbian film called Underground (by Emir Kusturica), which won the Palme d’Or at Cannes in 1995. The reason I mention it is because I was thinking of all three of those films on Saturday. No cannibals in Underground though 🙂
I worked with the woman who designed Eat The Rich – it is hilarious really. The perfect example of black humour. I will find Underground. Thank you.. c
Underground is completely mad, but very enjoyable none the less. Black Cat White Cat by Kusturica is also very good.
Wow you just blew my mind! I have been thinking about that movie lately. No one that I know has a clue what I am talking about when I tell them about it. Are you talking about the one where Ida was a young polish girl who was becoming a nun? If it is the one you are talking about I loved that movie.
Yes. That is the one. Isn’t it extraordinary. The angles he uses. The framing. I was entranced. And such space. I thought it was brilliant. So glad you saw it too. Haunting. Don’t you think? c
Where are you all finding these seemingly very interesting movies??? Netflicks??? XO
I found Ida on Amazon. I have Amazon Prime so they are free to my computer.
Super! We have Amazon Prime too, so I will check it out!!! 🙂
Yes, and when Ida found out her history and her aunt’s story ( and her torment/grief) and when they found out what actually happened to the family and the baby and how Ida was dropped off with the nuns. I felt like I was reading a book and the movie was my imagination. It was so good but sad.
Funny, I like black and white photo’s (mostly) but avoid black and white films! Will you have to have Tane’s tusks removed or will you have the vet file them down a couple of times each year? Laura
Celi, your photos are all interesting and give us the real feel of being there with you. I felt the dampness in Tane’s face with the straw stuck to it, it is only in weather like this we get that chance. The expectant mothers are blooming over at The Cadillac Chew Choo! Enjoy your peace and quiet times.
I must say that I love all your photographs. All great movies, I would recommend any of them to anyone that has not seen them yet.
Delicatessen? Hum, I don’t think I have seen it. I have seen Diner. It is a Barry Levinson film set in Baltimore. It is pretty good and funny and sad. Just a great mix of emotions. AND the CAST! WOW! (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0083833/)
But my favorite Barry Levinson film is Tin Men (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0094155/) Dreyfus, DeVito and Barbara Hershey. Again, set in Baltimore in the 60’s. Cars were big and had FINS….
Your compositions are the important thing. The light levels merely reflect what is, it’s not bad photography. A grey day makes a darker picture. Will having tusks make Tane a bit more of a risk to be around? Not that I think he’s aggressive, but a bit of kunekune exuberance and head tossing could have dreadful consequences if they grow too large. It will make him a handsome devil, though, a real he-pig! Tima will be unable to resist him…
Tane will never be a risk, he is not fast enough, his head moves as slowly as his hip, Manu would be though.
Manu will always be something of a risk, like Carlos IV. I think you are fully aware and respectful of that risk, though, if you don’t like to de-tusk.
So far so good.. they are well socialised and obedient so far, Manu has already been trained to step back when food is coming down (something Poppy refuses to learn and frequently upturns her bowl as it is being set before her.)
What the hell? You’ve no snow!! Sigh; and it is such a sad ending for a Windsor (a cattle feeding trough).
It was a parts car, the convertible is in the garage.. John refused to move it out so I turned it into a hay feeder!! The calves climb in and sleep in there sometimes too.. c
Oh – question – will you remove Tane’s tusks? And if Manu has them, will you remove them? I know many people ‘dehorn’ their cattle – so I am curious about pigs and tusks…. (and go get poor Tane some scraps from the local pub with with extra beer…. that will help with his teething. 😉
no i will not be removing tusks
I had to have Roosevelt’s (my pot belly) tusks cut when one of them developed a crack. The vet put him to sleep and used a wire saw. I spent several hours in a recliner in the back room of the vet’s clinic waiting for poor old Rosie to wake up. When we got home I had to help him up the steps into the house and there he sat, like a dog with his front legs splayed out and his head hanging. For all the world like he was in the throws of the worst hangover ever!
Oh. poor old boy. He would have had a tooth ache that day.. c
GOOD! I was just wondering. It seems quite barbaric. Just as removing the claws on a cat…. Just be careful with Manu when his grow out please….
Don’t fret about the photos. A poet once told our class that when he publishes a book he’s lucky if there are three good poems in the lot. But they wouldn’t get there (from him as well as from the publisher) if he hadn’t tried the others.
I do that same retreating you mentioned at the end. But it’s not from the day’s war, which can be productive too, hopefully without violence of spirit. It’s more like like a religious thing–at least very transforming,as you know. Happy better weather day.
They were all great shots in my eyes! What cha reading these days???
Retreating into words and images is a beautiful place to be.
Rubbish photos – phooey. I don’t believe a word of it my sweet friend. I live through your eyes and your adventures. They are awesome and full of vision and beautiful things. XOXO – Bacon
P.S. And yes tusks hurt. It gives us pain like tooth aches for humans. Well, that’s what I’ve been told by my vet. I never got any. I guess that’s a good thing huh?