Many things have been happening to people around me in the lately, so much sadness and injustice and tragedy, and though the farm and I are fine – many of the best people in my life are struggling and sad. This left me with no words for the last few days.
So I am finding my way back into the kitchens garden blog with pictures. 
And I am saving my words for the meantime.
BooBoo has been wearing his worrying face too.
One thing I want you to do for me – memorise a phone number. Do not rely on your cell phone. What if your cell phone were taken from you and you only had one phone call but no number in your head. Then you will be lost until I come to find you. I will find you but it will take longer if you have no number in your head to call. So memorise one number.
Life is full of change – don’t you think? We get so complacent.
I feel so helpless often – so far away from my birth place people.
I hope you have a lovely day – I really do wish this for you.
celi
The Kitchen's Garden 
83 responses to “Finding my way back”
My thoughts are with you…
Sending you hugs and positive thoughts to lift you up. Xoxo
I am sorry you are experiencing sadness. When I walk through difficult times, I try to stay grounded by touching what gives me comfort – doing what the wild things do. I hole up and let go of unnecessary tasks, I rest, I walk in the woodlands, and I weep. Sometimes I stand under the night stars realizing the Universe is so much bigger than I can imagine, and I will never know all of the answers I seek. I hope that you feel the love that so many of us have for you. Try to move through the days to come with gentleness and be kind to yourself. I send my love to you on the southern winds.
Amen
I second this BIG time! Also, you and your beloveds are permanently on my prayer list. Love and sustaining prayers coming your way. Much love, Gayle, usually just Your Gayle, but today even more so.
Dear Little Sun Dog, I have come across a poem about a deer and thought of you. Would love to share it with you. Contact me at:
jamarzgayle19@yahoo.com Love, Gayle
Xo
Keeping you and your family and friends faraway in my heart. I know what it is like living on another continent from loved ones. Nothing worse in times of worry and concern and sadness. Sending you giant hugs.
I am sorry for your troubles and sadness. You don’t have to write words we will be here waiting when you are ready to join us. Take care of yourself. Boo boo’s worry face is precious, he has such soul.
Love to you all. Laura
hugs to you Miss C..
Sending my best wishes for everyone in your families far & near to be well & happy & everything to work itself out & settle very soon.
Sending love, stay strong but lean on others too if you can xx
Prayers for you and yours. I was worried about you Miss C. I will share your wisdom about memorizing a phone number.
Sweet Boo’s face… ❤
♡
I have nightmares like that, when I can’t get through or someone can’t get through to me, or I can’t find them. Awful enough but in real life it would be terrifying. Therefore, the G.O. and I have just been reciting our numbers ☏
Do what you must dear Celi to get from one moment to the next. I will wait for as long as it takes and in the meantime send love and prayers.
Sending healing thoughts and energies your way Celi.
Glad you laid down some bread crumbs to find your way back.