That our poor old Tane died earlier this week. I am so sad for us and so glad/sad for his release. 
He was a good old fellow- I know that in the larger scheme of things and especially at the time of global stress and anxiety and illness, and death, losing a pet pig is small. But there you are.
Tane died in his sleep – deep in his straw bed with Tima his warm fat wife cuddled in beside him.
Tima is still lost without him – she lies outside their home looking inside during the day. The last few nights she has taken to sleeping in the same room as WaiWai, though he is not the cuddling sort. I go in and cover them both up at night. They both say thank you.
I am what my Mum used to call crying tired.
Not enough help at the mill and everyone so grateful for flour. And losing my kunekune boar who had a bad hip and the sweetest disposition.
Talk soon
Celi
The Kitchen's Garden 
75 responses to “I need to tell you”
I’m sorry. It’s sad to lose a sweet animal–and sad to watch their companions. I’m sorry you don’t have enough help at the mill, but glad it’s doing well. I got my flour on Tuesday and will use some of it this weekend for sure. Take care.
DEar Celi, sad for you and glad for darling Tane … he had a lovely life… apart from his physical ailments, and knew nothing but love.
And what an easy happy way to go, cuddled up to Tima. Look after yourself, and Keep well
I’m so sorry to hear this. I know he was having a tough time of it so his loss must be bitter sweet. It’s hard to lose a beloved pet/animal even when you know its for the best.
i’m so very sorry, cecilia
I’m so sorry, Celi. Sometimes it’s just the last straw. He had a good life, though, that’s what I try to think always. We lost a foundation mare this year, she was ancient and lived for years outdoors with a friend.
I am so very sorry, Miss C. Tane was a sweetheart and a joy.
Sorry for your loss. It’s hard to lose one of the Farmy/Family
So sorry for your loss. All the best for you to move through your grieving.
Thank you for letting us know. I’m very sad for you. Tane had a good life with you and I hope Tima can recover. xoxo
I am so sorry. What’s happening in the world doesn’t make the loss any less significant. It probably makes it worse. These animals are helping us get through our difficult times. I feel your exhaustion. Courage. Love. x
In a time when we’re being overwhelmed with statistics, Tane’s last gift to us is his reminder that every individual, every creature, counts. I’m so sorry, but I’m glad for that gift.
So sorry Celi to hear this, at least the life he had was a good one despite his arthritis, poor boy. Stay safe.
Everyone has said it all, but none can feel the heartache both you and Tima share in your separate hearts. Is there a story on how he came to live on the farmy? He was there with you when I joined a few years back. Love to you all! Stay happy, stay well!
Oh, so sad, especially poor Tima waiting for him. She must be so confused. I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m glad that his passing was peaceful.
These are exhausting times. I do hope you manage to get a good rest Celi. As they say in Spanish “mucho ánimo!” (wishing you strength and encouragement)
The worst thing about animals is they break your heart like no other. Lots of hugs and get some rest.