Summer like cotton sheets

Yesterday I was feeding the chickens and suddenly looked up as I felt a Lull descend like a floating white cotton sheet upon the Farmy. A summer lull. summer

Long before the times of fitted sheets, (which I hate by the way – they are useless when the elastic gives up), my mother would make the beds by throwing the sheet high up into the air, adjusting it as it fell through the sunlight, so it floated flat and full straight down onto the mattress in exactly the right spot for her to tuck the sheet in with the perfect hospital corners that we were all taught to do.   It is a perfect memory I have of her – looking up at her throwing that sheet. Sometimes if she had time she would Make the Bed on Top of us. She would put the bottom sheet on and we would help tuck it in, cover the pillow with its new pillowcase, holding the pillow between our teeth, then we would lie on the empty bed, our tiny skinny bodies grinning all over, toes wriggling with delight as she stood at the end of the bed and threw the sheet up into the air so it floated ever so softly, gently and perfectly like a mothers kiss to cover me perfectly. Then she would tuck me in. She would kiss me goodnight, bless me,  do exactly the same thing for my sister then switch the bedroom light off, turn the passage light on and we would listen to her footsteps as she moved onto the next bedroom filled with more children waiting to be tucked in and then the next one. It must have been a Saturday. We always changed our sheets on a Saturday. I still do.

This is exactly how it felt yesterday afternoon. As though Our Earth Mother had lifted the crisp sun dried sheets with their salty smell of beach breeze and shook them out above me, one after the other,  then let the sheets descend ever so slowly, wafting down, the summer quiet floating down to blanket the farm with good.

Every single animal on the farm was asleep in the warm afternoon sun. Everyone but me that is. There is a lot to be learnt from an animals siesta. The cows were down the back as far away as they could get their head tucked into their hocks. Naomi was in her long grass, Little Bobby under his cherry tree, Tima and Tane laid in a mud hole and Manu and Sheila slept in their respective tin huts (I must get a couple more of those before winter).  Poppy’s piglets fell off her breasts like fat full babies and slept with their mouths open against her belly.  I picked old hard corn and sunflower heads for the animals dinner and worked at releasing the grape vine from its two summers of  neglect. But I worked slowly. Without hurry. The muslin of summer resting gently on my shoulders like a blessing.

Even the bird songs, though crystal clear, were strangely muted as though they came from far away. Another dimension or time. I walked into that tunnel of summer stillness  and stayed there all afternoon.

Little, drunk each of his bottles without coercion yesterday in fact all the calves drunk everything without complaint. So it was a good day. All the West Wing Barn babies are all on full bottles now. Tomoyo feeds two and I feed the other two and we were looking at each other over their greedy heads and laughing out loud at the delightful sounds and head butting. I am still afraid of being optomistic but they are really doing so much better. And any runny bottoms are few and far between now over there.

Little is still so weak and so slow and still has the scours when he is lying down but is showing signs of waking up. For such a long time he has been In The Woods. I think today will be his turning point – one way or the other.

I hope you have a lovely day,

Your friend on the farm,

celi

60 responses to “Summer like cotton sheets”

  1. Oh, the smell of sheets baked in the sun and freshened by the wind is the best soporific in the world. I’d have clean fresh sheets every day if I didn’t have to do the laundry myself! I love the idea of a clean white muslin veil descending and calming and gentling everything; you describe it so well. St Blaise’s candle is burning, it is scented with bergamot and juniper, and it’s a big fat one, to last as long as it’s needed.

  2. Love sheets dried in the sun … however fitted bottom sheets and duvets are great too 🙂 Love that sense of peace settling over the farmy, hoping Little improves even more today. Laura

  3. Methinks everyone adores the smell of fresh air and sunshine on their bedlinen! This cottage does not have a clothes dryer so mine get that treatment summer and winter. But have had no problems with bottom fitted sheets and some of mine must wear a couple of decades of age on their backs 🙂 ! And doonas: have summer and winter ones and would not be without!! But do use a sheet twixt me and doona and that gets thrown up in the air every morning when making up my huge oversized comfort zone . . . . keeping fingers crossed for you know who . . . trust you have a good day . . .

  4. Beautiful words that conjure such beautiful images. Fingers crossed that Little turns *out* of the woods. 🙂

  5. I love how you tell your stories. They have such a soothing, lyrical feel to them. It feels as though I’m sitting in the grass under those drying sheets and smelling the fresh air when I read this. What lovely memories. I’m still keeping Little in my prayerful thoughts. I’m glad the weather has finally turned delicious for you. Here too. I’m on my way out to enjoy every second of it. I smell autumn in the air. It’s going to sneak up on us this year. Have a wonderful, peace filled day.

      • We missed spring entirely and summer came with a vengeance. If we don’t get rain soon, everything will turn to a crisp. Though I still have an entire house to paint and most of a fence to finish staining, I’m not in a big rush for anything but some cooling. I was watching pig tv this morning with my coffee. My prayers are with Little that he decides to call back his soul. I think you are 100% on target with him. It feels right.

  6. First all my wishes of strength to Little. He has battled too hard and too long to lose his fight. I am pulling for him. Second, I just want to thank you for giving a memory back to me. We used to change sheets on Saturday too. And we all had to clean house together. My brother and I would throw the big sheets up in the air and then run under them, letting them fall on top of us. Or I would, when I was small, sit on the tail of the sheet as my brother dragged me down the long wooden halls. My mother also made the beds up on top of us sometimes. Especially when we were sick, and the sheets had to be changed quickly without disturbing us. I loved that. It is such a perfect expression of love.

    • Yes, I so agree! Celi, you are an incredible writer! And I still can’t wait for your memoir! And reading the memories your tales evoke in the farmy family is so very wonderful and heartwarming too! Big thanks! xo

  7. Oh wow – you made my mom smile with happiness on the sheets. She remembered them baking in the sun to dry fresh out of a wash growing up. They smelled like outside and were so delightful to sleep on that night. Great memories my friend. Have a great day. XOXO – Bacon

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