Many things have been happening to people around me in the lately, so much sadness and injustice and tragedy, and though the farm and I are fine – many of the best people in my life are struggling and sad. This left me with no words for the last few days.
So I am finding my way back into the kitchens garden blog with pictures. 
And I am saving my words for the meantime.
BooBoo has been wearing his worrying face too.
One thing I want you to do for me – memorise a phone number. Do not rely on your cell phone. What if your cell phone were taken from you and you only had one phone call but no number in your head. Then you will be lost until I come to find you. I will find you but it will take longer if you have no number in your head to call. So memorise one number.
Life is full of change – don’t you think? We get so complacent.
I feel so helpless often – so far away from my birth place people.
I hope you have a lovely day – I really do wish this for you.
celi
The Kitchen's Garden 
83 responses to “Finding my way back”
Thank you with all my heart x
I am so sorry to know that you have family problems..you are such a good ,hardworking,caring,wonderful lady but you are also human and like the rest of us there also comes a time in our lives when not everything goes to plan. I read something this morning which said 'maybe when things seem to fall apart..they are actually falling into place' l hope this is true in your case. You will be in my prayers this night
I hope YOU have a lovely day – I REALLY do wish this for YOU….you have touched my life, and I was very worried for you.
Could Ming come and work for you?
I wish you a lovely day as well. It is difficult to be away from our people, and most of yours are so far away. Thanks for offering us the photos!
Commiserations
Thank you for the photos. Is that ‘not called Elfie” in the 3rd picture? Glad to hear from you. Hugs to you and all you love.
Sending love and virtual hugs your way.
Sending love to you and yours.
May I send Ming to you?
So sorry to read this post- hopefully all will be alright soon Big hugs and prayers
I hope things improve for your friends and family soon.
I used to know the phone numbers of most people I knew – some of them are still in there, including my old home phone number in Finchley from when I was 7.
Funny how some of those numbers stick with us.
Darkness is created to teach…and it does pass…it is what we do with it afterwards that is crucial….be blessed.
To be obliged to watch those we love struggle or in pain and to be unable to help is one of the hardest things in the known universe. I wish you and your loved ones strength, love, justice and harmony. Thank you for sharing lovely photos of your own particular corner of the universe, which is peopled by clever, beautiful, intelligent creatures of great character – and that’s just Miss C. xxxxx
I so agree with you with all my mind, body, heart and soul. Hard doesn’t really describe it does it? When it happens, you just have to be there, picking up the pieces in many ways, verbal, physical, emotional, mental. And if all fails, we must decide to go on. That we Will be ok no matter what, even if we are alone for while. We don’t want it but we will survive and go on. Feeling deeply for you Cecelia. Words get lost when we are hurting for others, especially those we love with our whole beings. Will be thinking of you and hoping you find peace and eventually your words. Pictures, also, tell amazing stories. Enjoy seeing your gift of photography.
Thinking of you and yours,..