Many things have been happening to people around me in the lately, so much sadness and injustice and tragedy, and though the farm and I are fine – many of the best people in my life are struggling and sad. This left me with no words for the last few days.
So I am finding my way back into the kitchens garden blog with pictures. 
And I am saving my words for the meantime.
BooBoo has been wearing his worrying face too.
One thing I want you to do for me – memorise a phone number. Do not rely on your cell phone. What if your cell phone were taken from you and you only had one phone call but no number in your head. Then you will be lost until I come to find you. I will find you but it will take longer if you have no number in your head to call. So memorise one number.
Life is full of change – don’t you think? We get so complacent.
I feel so helpless often – so far away from my birth place people.
I hope you have a lovely day – I really do wish this for you.
celi
The Kitchen's Garden 
83 responses to “Finding my way back”
Big hugs. That’s all.
K
So sorry to hear that you are experiencing some difficult times in your life with your loved ones. Sending happy thoughts your way for better days ahead.
Sending lots of hugs your way! These pictures of all of your wonderful animals made my day. Stay strong, friend.
I am here if you need me, C. The fellowship is here. Lean on us as we have leaned on you from time to time. I thought about you yesterday a lot…one day happens, but two days doesn’t. Take good care, my friend.
I hope for you to find peace in this moment, Celi, and that these dark moments will subside soon.
Pictures do speak a thousand words….💔
So very sorry to hear that you are having sad times right now. Sending you big warm hugs. This year held very sad happenings for me and I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. Time has passed, I am still sad but am also feeling happy and hopeful again I wish you the same for you. Only time will heal. Pls keep posting your beautiful photos.
Sending love and hugs from Oregon, Celi. xoxoxo
I’m sorry to read this. Thinking of you and hoping that things take a more positive direction soon. It must be hard to be such a long way from your family.
The words will come when it’s time. It seems this is a year for struggle and saddness. I’ve been dealing with a lot I never thought would happen. I’m sorry that there is saddness and struggle for those you love. It’s bad enough when it’s your own but far more upsetting and difficult to deal with when it comes to those you love who are far away. I always keep you, the farmy and the fellowship in my prayers, but extras will be added. That is excellent advice about memorizing at least one phone number, I have several in my head as I have no cell phone. Take care of yourself during this time of difficulty. We all love you.
Amen! Much love, Your Gayle
You are so strong, your people are lucky to have you. Peace be with all of you.
“Lean on a Friend” – your motto on our Tee… – I so hope you have someone to lean on right now, who holds you, who does understand you.
Lots of love from me to you.
I am so sorry Cinders…I have that phone number memorized…Thank-you…One thing about sorrow, at least for me, I am reminded how strong love is and how much we need one another…
it is so hard to watch and feel helpless as those you care about are suffering. i’m so glad that you and the farm are in a peaceful place.
In his secure retreat place on the barn floor, Boo speaks for many of us. There is so much in his expression that we feel, looking for you.